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Sunday, April 29, 2007

God can bring healing. He has brought it tonight.

Thank you. I longed for it. And it came.

 

One of those moments when praise is on the lips, because God is too good. Too good. Cant be contained.

Get to know God if you can. He will rescue in due time.

 

I am satisfied in Him. Finally. It is too good to be true but i am...satisfied.

I can stand.

 

Aaron.

 


Friday, April 06, 2007

Ever fly off the rails?

Everything stacks up.

You explode. Rampage.

Blind.

Only hungry for things to get better. (almost anything will do, even lies that never will deliver its promises)

You want out, but everything is still in.

You sing, but nothing but complaints roll off the tongue that was once made to encourage. So you settle for sound of silence. Inanimate.

 

Blindness(running on fuel called pride). Somewhere along the line something went wrong. Just didnt see it.

Thrown the baby out with the bath water. More weeds than wheat growing on this paddock.

Where had it all gone wrong? Fixable or permanently goneskiez?  

 

.. Where to now?  

 

..  Home..

Where coffee smells the same each morning.

The root of a man's faith.

..The Father's house. Where 'just come as you are' is the password to those who know it. Where knock knock jokes just wont get you through.

Walked in heavy with doubt - Uncertain. Unworthy. (How will I walk out?)

 

How does this story end?

Questions and questions.

 


Thursday, January 18, 2007

 

The Book of Job...

Perfect for the struggling proud.

 

You start reading thinking you're a something...

it ends with you realising you are   ....   nothing.

 

Highlight of '07 - Praise God, who humbles the proud and honors the humble.

 

Az.

 

 

 


Thursday, January 11, 2007

 

On a train ride home...

 

"Need to see more of this world.

See more of the world - its people. Situations.

In due time it will become clear what needs to be done.

.... Africa first."

 

Az.


Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Long time no post... 6mths at least ay?

Im sure i missed many of you..havent seen you for too long. (shame on me..I should have made the effort ay)

Tell you what.. it was an agonising 6 mths...Felt like my head was in the smashers everyday. Seemed like direction in life was always down. All but sinking treasure.

Things seem to be going up now. But so used to things going the other way... what to do, when ur conditioned in this manner. A heavy heart that keeps pulling a dark sheet over the eyes - all that you see is seen from behind a veil.

Healing will come. And deliverance too... faith in the Maker (and Breaker) - oh so hard at times to do. This is when character is called upon ay? When little boys start to become soldiers - not reckless but wise. Radical, but always trusting the One.

Time of building character.. time to bear fruit by which the world will know and discern that a person is a disciple.. God is glorified.

If everything is lost this yr and a tiny bit of character is all that was gained - it would be a great yr wouldnt it? To gain more of something that will last.

Off to bed now.. enough from me

 

With much thanks,

Az.

 

 



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